cant read my cant read my no he cant read my poker face .

Heeeeeeeeeeeeelo darlz . :) i just freaking came back from where ? CAMP ! CAMP CANP AND YES  IT IS CAMP ! :) ! CAMP WASSSSSSS AWESOME !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GOSH ! .  hahahahaha i just freakin love camp ? i am still waiting for the pictures to be up on the website . i mean bobby ROCKS manzxc . hahahaha . i just has sooooooooooo much fun . my headache still isnt that of gone but something made my freakin day . it the fact that

MSN is doing this poll on who is the craziest performer . currently LADY GAGA is winning people like beyonce , britney spear katey perry etc etc . LADY GAGA was 76% of YES ! so go to the MSN HOTMAIL homepage and vote for LADY GAGA now . if this made you go and vote for any other then please kill yourself as your eyes are infected by a disease and you might never see something which is truely amazing cause your eyes are brainwashing you think that other UNAMAZING preformers and actually amazing . so go and vote for who is TRUELY amazing and that is LADY GAGA ! thank you .

http://battles.sg.msn.com/Entertainment/StarsBattles.aspx?cateId=2247

i wish you a merry happy chirtmas all of you . 

the way she moves , the way she walks .

Hello darlz . have i posted today ? i dont know . but i remembered about this very long post . it almost drained the emotions in my head . well . i have to move and spread the word of lady gaga to the next and the next and the next generations . cause i mean . LADY GAGA HAVE TO LIVE ON . although the world is goign in 2012 ? but remember if the world was to end . WE ARE TO BLAME . not god not anyone else but us and only us . we were warned people we were warned !

HAHAHAHA . why must the world become like today . i can still remember the past where it was greenier .
well . i shall ciao for now . bye all darlz . !

walk walk fashion baby . work it move that bitch crazy .

Hello my fellow darlz . :) hahahah today i had CCA . it honestly . i am starting to love CCA so much . i swear i dont mind CCA for the rest of my life . hahahahaha ! okay . lets all pray for the haiti earthquake people . hahahahaha anywoots . i love lady gaga and that certian . let talk more about life okay . you know life is like a clock . once it move forward . you cant go back . but once the clock stop . your life had ended . but what if it breaks ? who will be the one bothered to repair the clock ? that is . a mystery . well . whattodo ? hahahaha :(

 Nope . i cant let my heart hurt . i cannot let it suffer . i can lie to myself all i want . i cant let it hurt . cause i am an unfaithful friend and aware of that . i was the person that always does the same mistake . and i dont want or need you to come and say sorry to me anymore . i  must learn how to be strong . i cant always hurt the ones i love . doing that , i must hurt myself . but i cant help to hurt my precious heart . cause only my heart lies those memories and love we once shared . i have been so unfaithful . theres no turning back anymore . i cant do this to you anymore . all the jealously i have it all killing me and my friendship . jealousy lead me into this and i going to make my way out of this . but what do i leave behind ? i dont know . all my feeling for you . there just all stuck into my heart . like a rock droped into a well , can it make it way out by itself  ? no . thats the problem . how am i going come out of this well ? who will be that person be bothered and pick up the rock and tell the rock . your special ? that person is a true friend . you gave me the best of times . but i stupidily took a knife and pierced into that friendship . in a matter of seconds , hate and sorrow flows into that heart full of love between us . now its black  , and yes it poisoning me . i dieing bit by bit . but i cant give up yet . there still a pitch of love . fighting it way through . and i want that love to fightfightfight . but i cant help my selfish face to you . my selfishness . rudeness . all i though was myself . not anyone around me . you gave me love and i gave you hate . why did i do this ?i ask myself . whywhywhy ? what gain to you get from this ? nothing right ? then why break the friendship . why do i need people to care about who i am ? why must i do this ! so what if you have changed . it still you right . then why am i doing this to you and to myself . killing you slowly is like poison myself into a deeper death . i keep doing this to our friendship . i always say , i wont do this anymore . but why do i do it ? i ask myself ! why are you so selfish . why are you so full of yourself . shouldnt you be grateful for your friends around you ? why do this kind of thing ? the more the merryier right ? why so stupid .  moreever . you have been to stupidiest person i know . why of all friends her ? the best out of the all ? so many questions lie in my head but nothing is answered . i dont know how to face you . i always come saying sorry . being such a pussy . by now you wouldnt want me to be your friend anymore cause you know and i know to that this will happen again and the cycle will continue . but why me ! always me . why am i the stupdest person now ? why me ! of all attitudes in the world why must i have this ? why do i always run around with knifes and poking people hearts . and hurting myself . yes i am sorry , i really have no more face to face you . my biggest regret is , hurting your heart .

love you all . byes.

 

I can't believe what you said to me . you left me speechless .

OMG . i love the heading . from lady gaga song - speechless .  anywats . something just disturbed me SO MUCH . it had make me furiously made although my day wa sso peaceful calming and awesome . (accept for the fact that mtv played bad romance and i had to dance and put the volume to 78 ) hahahahaahaa ! but something REALLY disturb me soo much ya know . it gonna affect me and my secondary 2 life so much but . i dont know why but i think it gonna be both worst and better . i am soooo furious . this whole paragraph .

whatever man . i am so disappointed in you . guess what . i not gonna care anymore . i don't care okay . i just want my secondary 2 life to be simply and fair . i don't care about your bitchyness . okay i don't wanna explode my head on you . no i don't wanna kill or anything . all i just i want to do it slap your senses back . so annoying .  if i am not wrong . what made you become today if your fame and popularity . can i totally rip off your second face off honestly . how you act and the way you do stuff . it is totally like a typical QUEEN . yes you go orientation ! waaaaaaaah . like you become president sia . now that you so called "queen" of the class . no not queen princess of the class . you can act like that its honestly fine . you betrayed us all . yes let me make this clear to you . yes i dont wanna be friend with this cow of a choo ruiqi  . i want to be friends with CHOO RUI QI of 1/6'09 . not this queen that act like she everything . what a flirt . anywoot . you become what you said about people . this AH LIAN . should i say ACT . or WANNA BE ? i dont care . annoys me . lemme stick to my simple friends like estella and jamilah and other friends . when i become suscessful . that the time you fall .

omg someone hurted my heart . this princess . and i am sad . (not cause of this princess but cause of this fact )

"I've been crying for hours, I feel like I let my fans down 2nite. An hour before the show, I was feeling dizzy and having trouble breathing"
"Paramedics came to take care of me, and told me my heart-rate was irregular– a result of exhaustion and dehydration."
"can't apologize enough for how sorry I am. I could hear my fans cheering from my dressing room, I begged everyone to let me go onstage."
"My stage has complicated mechanical elements,everyone was concerned I'd be in danger during the 2hr show, since I had passed out earlier."
"I am so devastated. I have performed with the flu, a cold, strep throat: I would never cancel a show just based on discomfort."
"I hope you can forgive me. I love my little monsters more than anything, you are everything to me. I will make-up the performance on Jan 26."

awwwwww :(  we love her . getwellsoon gaga . this is for you 

 

 

 

 

dont think to much . just bust that kick .

immmm back :) beautiful . hahahahahahaha . hello. i ran out of topics . omg ? hahahaha no way manzxc . today imma gonna talk about this hothothothot girl . that person is ? omgomg be amazed of this girl that will blast you eyes to heaven . and that girl is

Victoria Beckham

ahh yesyes . fiest your eyes baby ! and ahhhh . once i saw her i was like ohhh yes this girl is the girl in my dreams ! accept she is totally married to david backham . :(( it okay honey pie . i still have the one and only and the fantabulous !!! :)):)):)) ! 

Lady GaGa 

 

these 2 are mine baby ! :)

bye darlings !

Girl Girl . dont you find your a little to much of a hypocrite . and not only that but a bais freak ? i mean the size and way you write the names for the decoration were just too much . and they way you act in class . you have changed . not only i say that . i have my supporters .

we are plastic but we will still have FUN !

hello hello baby . you called i cant hear a thing .

hello blogger . meoz ! :) today wasn't that great as i was feeling totally unwellxz . but miss siti was super dam happy as i was sick . she was just to happy really . i was totally WTFWTF ? miss siti ! IT NOT OVER . hahahahaha . well i went home aboutz 12.23 ? i might as well stayed in class than that sicko bay ! i so disgusting . ewwwww ! well . i have a hothothothothot topic  . and i pissed me off but the aftereffect makes me so happy ! :) well lemme start by this .

Katy Perry and Lily Allen in a fight!

meoz baby ! hahahahahaha . here is the information .  

American Katy Perry is in a big fight with Lily Allen. Lily has described herself as a thinner version of her British rival, which made Lily furious. "I was so cold to Katy when I met her. She said that she was a fatter version of Amy Winehouse and a thinner version of me. But then I thought: You are not British and you don't write your own songs, so shut up!"  

it like katy vs. lily but lemme show you katy first .

heres the good part . here is lily allen .

AHAHAHAHAHA. believe her talkig about katy perry .this is the reason why her music video fuck up doesnt have her picture in it cause she doesnt want to kill people with her disgusting face AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW.

but who won ? well the winnie of todays hothothothot topic issss ...

LADYGAGA !

 

cause i love her ? hahah that why ! thanks for reading luv you all !

he ate my heart out then he ate my brain .

Hello dearest peeps . i just notice something . me and jamilah blog is almost the same as almost every post we have our idol's photos . COPY-CAT ! MEOZ ! hahahaha .SOMETHING S.A.D HAPPENED YOU KNOW . why must friday be such a EMO crying day . well the most saddest thing that day was . this guy who loves her to much ( which i think that his mind is CORRUPTED . and he is also saddisted i think he plans to be a rapist . ) and he took this girl's phone ! to read her messages . ewwww PERV ! therefore , byebye to him . he owned up and now his up to death . but the girl cried cause she was totally scared of the WANNABE BUT SOONTOBE RAPIST . :(( it dam sad la . i mean really . its the first time i seen her cry and it hurts my heart . i felt like crying to yaknow ! SADSADSADSAD . well . she's still a bestfriend afterall and a very important one . well that enough of the emo world thing . it time to move on .

let all love lady gaga forever . bye dears . 

Your love is nothing i can fight .

My darlings . how are you ! hahaha i still believe that it's 2010 already yeah . (: isn't it so fast hahahaha (: i know what will help me through my 2010 . all the friendship and stuff if anything happen . i know lady gaga will be with me hahahahahahaha :)  well here i am to blog for your entertainment :) ! well as i promised about the picture but i will not be up today :) hahaha well its veryveryvery fun to be with cousin . no really . it like . you guy know that each other are the same blood . (not totally but it the same la ) and to have cousin's to be the same age or just a few year older . maybe like 2 years older it muuuuuuch fun . they are just like they people related to you yaknow ? it like . you just feel that they have been with you since your birth and share all the same thing with you yaknow . that why they are one of the most important people of my life . i sudden think for cousins hahahaha ! LOLOL ! dontknow la . lemme show you my closest cousin's !

That's cheryl . i'll try to get our baby pictures :) we used to play last time when were small . we where really close ! everytime meeting in ahma house playing imaginary adult games . i miss those time ((: another of my close cousin is christian ryan desker . hahahahahaha he very joker la i tell you . hahahaha she the same age as me . hahahahahahaha :D well that 2 of my closest cousin . :)

i dont know why i suddenly went into the topic of cousin i guess i miss my cousin who came down from perth . )): . it was really emotional ya know . omg . I WILL UPLOAD PICTURES . I PROMISE ! did anyone miss me anyway . school is gonan start in 1 BLOODY DAY . argh . i dont wanna go to school . can it like be like i go there see friend then go home . well i know where to aim to sit yaknow . lemme show you people where i desperately wanna sit .

it 7x6 .

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i wanna sit at the red circle . 0 mean tables yeah heheheheheheeh . i know its lame but i wanna sit there okay so peace out . love you guys . bye .

Chatting with jamilah ! thanks for the support babe ! 

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 My dearieees !!! did you guys miss me . sorry for the long wait !!! i was spending my whole holiday with my cousins . they came down from perth ! OMGOMGOMG ! we had sooooooooooo much fun . from sentosa to wildwildwet to sleepover to restaurant to EVERYWHERE ! will upload photos and that's a promise ! Muahz to all my deariess :D  hahahahahahaha ! well im sooooo happy mith my iphone ! mine is white  :)):)) im just too happy. i can go weeeeeeeeeeee and waaaaaaaaaaaa and fly over the moon ! anywoots . HAPPY NEW YEAR AND :) bye bye .