I can't believe what you said to me . you left me speechless .

OMG . i love the heading . from lady gaga song - speechless .  anywats . something just disturbed me SO MUCH . it had make me furiously made although my day wa sso peaceful calming and awesome . (accept for the fact that mtv played bad romance and i had to dance and put the volume to 78 ) hahahahaahaa ! but something REALLY disturb me soo much ya know . it gonna affect me and my secondary 2 life so much but . i dont know why but i think it gonna be both worst and better . i am soooo furious . this whole paragraph .

whatever man . i am so disappointed in you . guess what . i not gonna care anymore . i don't care okay . i just want my secondary 2 life to be simply and fair . i don't care about your bitchyness . okay i don't wanna explode my head on you . no i don't wanna kill or anything . all i just i want to do it slap your senses back . so annoying .  if i am not wrong . what made you become today if your fame and popularity . can i totally rip off your second face off honestly . how you act and the way you do stuff . it is totally like a typical QUEEN . yes you go orientation ! waaaaaaaah . like you become president sia . now that you so called "queen" of the class . no not queen princess of the class . you can act like that its honestly fine . you betrayed us all . yes let me make this clear to you . yes i dont wanna be friend with this cow of a choo ruiqi  . i want to be friends with CHOO RUI QI of 1/6'09 . not this queen that act like she everything . what a flirt . anywoot . you become what you said about people . this AH LIAN . should i say ACT . or WANNA BE ? i dont care . annoys me . lemme stick to my simple friends like estella and jamilah and other friends . when i become suscessful . that the time you fall .

omg someone hurted my heart . this princess . and i am sad . (not cause of this princess but cause of this fact )

"I've been crying for hours, I feel like I let my fans down 2nite. An hour before the show, I was feeling dizzy and having trouble breathing"
"Paramedics came to take care of me, and told me my heart-rate was irregular– a result of exhaustion and dehydration."
"can't apologize enough for how sorry I am. I could hear my fans cheering from my dressing room, I begged everyone to let me go onstage."
"My stage has complicated mechanical elements,everyone was concerned I'd be in danger during the 2hr show, since I had passed out earlier."
"I am so devastated. I have performed with the flu, a cold, strep throat: I would never cancel a show just based on discomfort."
"I hope you can forgive me. I love my little monsters more than anything, you are everything to me. I will make-up the performance on Jan 26."

awwwwww :(  we love her . getwellsoon gaga . this is for you